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Friday, May 27, 2005

Happily confused

Last night was festive and confusing. After work I met up with Iridius and he took me to a play some of his friends were involved with. It was called The Ritz, and it followed a man hiding from the mafia in a gay bathhouse. It was funny, offensive, and wonderful all at the same time. After we got done with that I headed home and started getting ready for bed. I was all hot and sticky from the heat of the day and decided to take a shower.

After the shower I felt surprisingly better and sat down to relax with Skype and work on moving my mail servers over to the new server (Dreamhost rocks!). Brien and I were chatting and he convinced me to go out with him. It was strip dance night at R Place and Jeffery was stripping and doing a plug for FTRS. Jeffery really put on a show, and helped raise awareness so it was all a bunch of fun. After a few drinks is when it really started to get interesting.

After I got home he and I started to talk and it came out that he's interested in getting back together. I'm both happy and confused about this. I wish we had never broken up in the first place, and I'm kinda scared about getting hurt again, but I love him so much that the thought of being together with him just makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. We talked about a lot of things, and I'm sure will have a lot more to talk about in the coming months. Neither of us knows exactly the right away to move forward but I'm sure we will figure it out. I guess I could say my current status with life is "Happily Confused"

Tonight is the suspension at Aristocrats. I'm going to be shooting photos for it, and then coming home to get a little sleep before I have to get on a plane tomorrow to head to my sisters graduation. I'm not really all that excited about going to Minnesota, but seeing the family will be nice, and I'm very proud of my sister for graduating!


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